Asterisk going PLAIN

		the plain asterisk born to witness, listen, command, manipulate whatever there is to be. never a time, regret comes as a disaster, cos for every regret theres always optimism. if facts dont fit the theory, change the facts. genius may have its limitation, but stupidity is not, thus handicapped.

SarahAsteria Cute, sassy, fun, loud, inactive.. Its all about me, my life, my relationship, my friends, my everything affiliates emmilinah azlina fahmi farzanah siti maisarah ain said shahidah fitriah adlynna nursha shairah fasha hidayah kameleah shabrina archives credits Design: doughnutcrazy Icon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon.		MOVING Posted on: Wednesday, September 02, 2009 Posted at: 03:49 This blog and its contents are my past thoughts. A memory that I need to leave. Let it collect dust, and when the time is right, then I shall revisit it again. Till then, a new chapter awaits; http://mafiaswoman.blogspot.com SarahAsteria Suffocating in my own thoughts. Posted on: Saturday, August 29, 2009 Posted at: 02:25 Im sorry for my lack of update. Been trying to find my life here. My switch got haywired and almost cost my relationship a big sum. Friends, or rather, Abusers, are no longer trusted. You deserve what I got, and revenge is sweet. You made me lose my mind over something so small. Yet, its the small things that matter. Handpicked some over a small group. Cut away the rest. I think I can get use to this. Thanks to this kind of people. That I hate them for life. Treat me like nothing had happened. You took my heart with your words. Then you ripped it off with words to other people Those lies. You're gonna get it one day. Just let me sit back and see the result. Thats why I love this kind of people. They are not careful enough, to break this heart. I got a feeling Posted on: Thursday, August 13, 2009 Posted at: 14:06 Things have got to change for the better. I'm 100% to be blamed for wanting extra attentions and also having the secret leaked to my own surprise. WTF!!! You know who is the true friend, and who isnt. But for me, I dont know who, until recently. The reason for me not being able to talk about my problems to people is because of my previous experiences. For example, D, ok, shes a good friend, who eventually is a partially good listener, then wander off to her dreamland before I finish my story. And I gt NS, who, is a listener, but not a person for me to talk to, cos, she will always compare her experiences to be more tragic than mine. And it was her who bitchmouth about me to almost all my friends. Its hard to find someone who is truthful and sincere in a friendship. It takes time to tell how they are treating you as a friend. The surprise that was leaked was planned dearly by my boyfriend, with the helps from a couple of his friends. Somehow, it was me who forced him to blurt it out. And it seems that the surprise isn't anymore a surprise, it seems like a normal plan, where everyone is involved and no one is being shunned from, well maybe 1(NS)? Im doing something special for you this Friday. InsyAllah. Happy Advanced 11th month!! And we are gonna have a blast on Friday k. 10th monthsary Posted on: Tuesday, July 14, 2009 Posted at: 23:00 Boo, it's the 14th already... Happy 10th months!! Hope we'll be together forever, and ever... I still remember the first time we dated. We were in Toy 'r' Us, there you were, so engrossed with all the toys especially Thomas. You made the date fun. You made it memorable. You made me laugh, like there's no tomorrow. You made me feel like we already ONE. Boy, on that first date, I fell for you. HARD. After that day, I kept thinking of you. I look forward to every meeting with you And now, every single day, I still do think of you. I still miss you even if we've met a few minutes before. Each night is never without a kiss from you. I love you so much! Boo, I hope we'd be together forever. And this feelings for each other shall not perish. (GET WELL SOON, too...!!)